“Life will break you. Nobody can protect you from that, and living alone won’t either, for solitude will also break you with its yearning. You have to love. You have to feel. It is the reason you are here on earth. You are here to risk your heart. You are here to be swallowed up. And when it happens that you are broken, or betrayed, or left, or hurt, or death brushes near, let yourself sit by an apple tree and listen to the apples falling all around you in heaps, wasting their sweetness. Tell yourself you tasted as many as you could.” – Louise Erdich
Don’t give up hoping. Don’t give up loving. Don’t give up living. I guess if life is meant to break you, then life you have done a good job with me haha but God breaks those he wants to make great, to make us stronger and build our faith in him. It would be so weak of me to just give up on everything because of a small setback, that’s not who i am or i want to become. It’s really difficult but i need to try to trust Him that he’s walking right beside me through this journey.
Can’t wait to plan the itinerary for the trip!! My mom’s doing the sightseeing and of course, i’m in charge of the SHOPPING. Okay materialistic or whatever, who isn’t la please, shopping makes me happy. I’m really excited to bring my books and film cameras too; totally soak up the culture of wherever i am. Maybe i could fill this space with pretty tumblr-esque pictures when i get back.
So many places i want to travel to… SO LITTLE TIME: Brazil, Spain, Whistler, Japan (again) haha okay more realistic ones for now are Thailand, HK, Batam/Bintan for wakeboarding, and a malaysia roadtrip (hopefully withoit getting mugged lol)
I get to plan 2 days of shopping in London, 1 day in Paris and 2 days in Italy, will post the rough idea i have up here later when i’m done with it! Kinda interesting to see whether it plays out according to plan or not…i’m sure it will still be wonderful though haha anywhere other than Singapore is pretty baus.
I’ll try my best to take tons of pictures and pay some sort of attention at galleries (haha no), and if i lose weight maybe tons of ootds haha going to plan my outfits (for once) (yay)
Right, my thoughts pretty much jump all over the place so if you don’t understand the language of incoherancy and confusion then this isn’t the place for you, but you are more than welcome to try^^ Afterall this is just a place to put my nonsense so i won’t forget it 10 minutes later haha